pain in friendship

recently, something just knocked me..
something has make me realized that even in friendship, we still can get hurt.
never thought about it before coz all my friends before this is so loyal and nice to me..
is it or am I the only one who thought like that?
i don't know coz till now i still keep a good relationship with them.


i've use to have two best friends in my class (in my college i mean)
we laugh and do everything together..
u know, like what a common bestie would do.
then, like so suddenly, 
everything change.
one of my best friend started to act coldly to me and my other friend
we had no clue about what happened to her..
at first we just let her to be like that coz we thought that 
she will be fine the next day. (PMS maybe)
but nothing change..
to be worst, she's started avoiding us.
we try to approach her several time but still,
she seems like she doesn't want to have any relation with us anymore..
my friend then tell me that the main reason why she is avoiding us is maybe because 
of the final exam.
final exam is just around the corner.
so she want to focus more on the exam.
now, she's hanging out with the "perform student" often.
with student who got high possibility to score 4 flat.
she totally dumped both of us.
we know that we are not that good in study but shouldn't she help us when she know that we got trouble with it?
i just don't get it.
to be honest, i'm already tired with all of this.
if she doesn't want to befriend with me, i'm totally fine with it.
i still got a lot of friends..
and even there is no one want to make me as their friend, i know that i'm still got Allah by my side.
Alhamdulillah for everything that He has give to us.
now i know that i should be more careful when choosing friends after this.
it's not that i'm not going to befriend with everyone.
it just i'm going to be more careful when calling someone as my best friend 
so i will not end up hurting myself anymore.

just keep smiling even it's pain.. :)


p/s: to my dear friends, thanks for all the friendship that we have been through. may this friendship will last forever till jannah. luv u guys.. always~ :)
 

 




 

Random~

Eiyyoooo!!~~~~
This blog is still alive... >.<
but yeah, since da masuk matrik malas betul nk tulis blog rasenye
lack of idea and time
i'm such a lazy girl

so, just going to write about event2 yg br berlaku dan bakal berlaku

today is hari raye ke-10 i guess..
yeah, masih di bulan Syawal
this year i'm not so excited nk beraye
don't know why... maybe sebab ade mid-sem exam straight lepas habes raye
dan dapat beraye berape hari je before get into my 'beloved' matrik back
baju raye also simple2 this year (think i've lost my fashion sense while in matric) =_=
so that's all about raye i think.. tak tau nak cakap ape lagi..

and yeah!! B.A.P made their comeback on 6 Aug
so happy about it ^^
they released their 3rd mini album BADMAN with 6 tracks:
1. Whut's poppin
2. Badman
3. Excuse Me
4. Coffee Shop
5. Bow Wow
6. Hurricane

really love all the songs in this album but my favorite is Coffee Shop, Bow Wow and Badman
Bow Wow's lyric was really good.. i mean that song is about man and their eyes
like kind of lumrah laa..haha! don't know how to explain it
here's the link for those who want to know what i mean.. hehe

Bow Wow lyrics

and this is the full album :)

 

 actually they released three MV for this album

i got lazy to post it here.. if u want it, go and find it by yourself.. haha! mianhei~

next story, is about my matric (lambat update.. mian~)

this oldest matriculation college in Malaysia was a really nice place to study 

but since it is the oldest, the bentuk muka bumi tersangatlah berbukit-bukau

even if you are cycling around it you will easily get tired..

inikan pulak bile kene jalan nak ke kuliah. just need to bear with it. a year only.

and we are able to smell chickens every morning coz we are so near with ladang ayam

it is very refreshing for us.. pfftt.. =_='

and the schedule... really hectic!!! 

bear with it.. just one year.. *note to myself

so far so good in matric

my mid-sem exam result will be out soon

pray to get a good result.. aminn~

and soon my matrik jadi tuan rumah for Kakom (karnival koko matrik)

student dilarang untuk balik or outing. 'GREAT!!!'

bear with it.. always remind myself

so that's all i think.. bye~ *wave

p/s: just be patient as long as you can.. keep smiling!  :)

 

puasa!~~

salam ramadhan semua!
alhamdulillah dapat jumpe ramadhan kali ni..
semoga kita dapat memperbanyakkan ibadah kita dalam bulan mulia ni..
:)

coffee~

i'm addicted to this song. thank you. :)

m&m with me #3

my fashion sense is back!!!
m&m sebelum ni base on tempat2 like what to wear bile pergi tempat ni and bla3..
but m&m kali ni adalah base on one of my favourite group pulak
it is BAP!!!
yay!!! *craziness overload
haha!

BAP make comeback with one shot album awal tahun ni
maka mereka banyak la event2 untuk mempromosikan album mereka
there is so many fansign yang mereka perlu hadiri
termasuk menghadiri event2 luar negare coz they got award for what they've been done
we talk about airport fashion juge
so setiap kali ade event camtu, their stylist mesti akan sediakan sama ada seorang atau lebih
untuk pakai baju denim..
baju ye.. kalau setakat seluar jeans tu da biase da
they will wear either denim jacket or vest
i don't know why but it really caught my attention

charismatic leader-BYG

my friend.. keke

 

jello~

this busan wonbin....

Kim..Him..Chan...

killin' his noona fans with this outfit

denim~denim~

 

pabo jae.. haha!

see... denim everywhere

all the pictures was taken this year

so, i decided to do mix and match by using denim concept

ta-dahhh!!

 

gaye mcm street sikit
street style babe
thats all. Denim is cool~ hehe

p/s: love yourself. that is so important.. <3

What time is it?

Yay!!! *lompat2
finally my favourite group make a comeback!
setelah 2 tahun penantian.. haha!
they finally make a comeback after focusing on their music at japan

so, what time is it???
it is 2PM!!!!

2PM make comeback with their 3rd album
the title of the album is GROWN
yup! mereka semua memang da grown up.
konsep seperti biasa la.. maskulin dan 2PM mana boleh dipisahkan
manly man seperti selalu.. that's why i love them. hehe

 

the title song for this album is come back when you hear this song

memang banyak la part torawa2 nye...

the dance for this song is a lil bit funny for me. haha!

whateva, and the mv of this song has reached 1M last night. daebak!!!

Hottest worldwide~

this album consist of 11 songs

since the album named Grown, it show that 2PM has grown up as a better musician

maka mereka haruslah terlibat dalam menghasilkan album ni

Jun.k composed two songs which is suddenly and game over

Junho also composed two song which is go back and love song

Taecyeon wrote rap for coming down, go back and i'm sorry

meanwhile Chansung wrote the lyric for coming down.

tapi tak tau kenape banyak sangat lagu slow dalam album ni

it makes me think whether this is 2PM or 2AM? haha!

but thanks to jun.k cause he composed the game over song

lagu ni baru la gaye 2PM

my favourite song so far. addicted kot..

ramai jugak hottest yang request suroh JYP wat MV untuk lagu ni..

cause it is awesome u know..

so here is the song: 

yang lain2 lagu tu cari sendiri la kalau nak dengar

haha! harus mengutamakan bias..

proud enough with my Jun.K

anticipating for their live performance

bagi gamba sikit.. nah!

J to the U to the N to the KAY!!!

 

 

 

 

itu sahaja,

annyeong!!! ^^

p/s: jangan makan banyak sangat nanti gemuk... (saye da gemuk ni)